held hostage by incompetent excuses of "support"

i tried using my debit card and it hasn't been working for about 2 months. i emailed amy and let her know this and said i assumed it was because she put a block on my card until after i got back from mexico. she played dumb and acted like she didn't know it wasn't working properly and told me to call the # on the back of the card. i did call the number in the back of the card and they told me that it's because my account doesn't have any money in it. i emailed amy and told her and all she did was tell me to call the number on the back of the card. brian would've never pulled this shit. she's trying to take advantage of my lack of advocacy because she knows she can get away with holding my finances and make it actually look like she's actually doing her fucking job properly because i wouldn't be able to spend my money so i'd have more money. WTF is the damn point of money if you CAN'T fuckin spend it? ridiculous excuse of a trustee. LEARN HOW TO DO YOUR DAMN JOB. i'm gonna show the ics workers tomorrow about how she's keeping my own money from me and taking advantage of a vulnerable adult. everyone assumes i'm an idiot. we'll see how stupid i am after i tell people my problems and get people who will ACTUALLY HELP ME. i'm also going to look into switching the person who is my supposed other holder of my trust because they DON'T help me at all. YOU GOT THIS!.. FUCK YOU AND FUCK "THIS". MY GRANDMA IS PROBABLY ROLLING IN HER GRAVE WITH THE LACK OF HELP AND CARE YOU'VE GIVEN ME. i see you spying on me on facebook- NEWSFLASH: I'M NOT AS STUPID AS YOU. i know when people are monitoring me. IF you ACTUALLY fuckin cared and supported me- YOU'D TALK TO ME ON A NORMAL BASIS WITHOUT ME HAVING TO TELL YOU I NEED HELP OR TO BE SPOKEN TO. that's NOT how normal CARING families behave, dumbass. go stalk your other kewliez cousins with your salon friend's facebook account. "YOU GOT THIS!" if you seriously cared about me- you would know better than to assume that i don't need support or care BECAUSE YOU NEVER TALK TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE TO EVEN KNOW. you and amy seem to think you're so damn smart. i know how to deal with assholes like you guys. watch out.